I am a little cynical, very loving, and occasionally funny. I am learning how to find myself in at an age where I should've already been found. I am making watered down juice out of lemons (in a toddler cup) and trying to find my rainbow (and lost stuffy toy) in the middle of a downpour. And I am joyful about it because for the first time in my life, I am forcing myself to stop worrying, stop pursuing and stop achieving. And start simply being.